I Warned Jarrid Wilson. Now He’s A Suicide

Question: Why did assistant megapastor Jarrid Wilson commit suicide? Answer: *pic*

He was visibly lied to and twisted away from God’s design for masculinity in every possible soyboy, nu-male, hipster, pseudo-gay way. Probably too weak to lift a Starbucks grande. Even his name was twisted away from the traditional, hetero-normative Jared.

In fact, I warned him about his name. Your identity as a human beings matters.


Color me shocked that he struggled against depression and suicide for his entire life. That’s because he was so mindfucked into the Narrative that he couldn’t see daylight… was kept so busy being awesome, making megachurch pastor by age frickin’ 29, that he couldn’t wall off from the distractions long enough to do a little soul-searching. Maybe listen to some critics. Maybe get some exercise.

This is how deep into the Narrative he was:


By Leonardo Blair, 29 August 2013

A Memphis, Tenn., pastor’s open letter of love to Miley Cyrus about her racy performance at the 2013 MTV Video Music Awards show on Sunday night, in which he expresses disappointment with her behavior but encourages her to reject pressure to be something she is not, has gone viral.

“I cannot say I enjoyed your performance, but I can say I (sic) my heart breaks for you, your future, and your identity as a woman,” wrote Pastor Jarrid Wilson, formerly of High Point Church, in the letter published by Fox 19.

“There are so many things I don’t know about you, but something tells me that you are going through more than you are willing to share with the people around you. I can’t imagine being surrounded by the paparazzi 24/7, living in the shadow of your dad, and constantly being asked, ‘What happened to that sweet girl from Hannah Montana?'” he continued.

Wilson pointed out that he understood that she was trying to shake off her Disney image for a more mature look but her current strategy isn’t the way to achieve it in a healthy way.

*IS* there a healthy way to reach her interpretation of “mature”?

“I get it, you’re an adult now. You don’t want to be forever viewed as the Child-Star from Disney Channel. But I can promise you that this isn’t the way to break that mold,” said Wilson.

“I’m not going throw any scripture at you. I’m not going to tell you how wrong you are. And I’m not going to tell you that you need Jesus. Why? Because frankly, I think you already know all of these things,” continued Wilson who argued that her potential to use her platform for good is “unmeasurable.”

If she’s made an informed decision to reject God then the Christian has no further obligation to her… and considering her conduct, excellent reason to sever all communications.

“You’re a smart girl who has found herself caught up in the world of entertainment. I assume it’s rough. I can’t imagine being constantly surrounded by drugs, sex and alcohol. And I can’t imagine the peer pressure you must feel from labels, managers, and other artists around the world pressuring you to be something you’re not,” he said.

“I’m here to tell you: YOU DON’T NEED TO LISTEN TO THEM. You are allowed to make your own decisions, and quite frankly this might be the first time anyone has ever told you that.

“Regardless of what the tabloids say, my wife and I still believe in you, and will always show an open hand of grace and second chances,” he ended.

Why would she want Jesus if Jesus offers nothing but grace and second chances? When I unjustly get caught after being tricked into robbing a bank, I’ll just order Jesus to wipe my record clean so I can try again, and that Heavenly chump will do it because He wuvs me.

Change my mind, modern clergy.

8 Things My Father Taught Me About Respecting Women

By Jarrid Wilson, 7 June 2014

1. “That’s someone’s daughter.”

This is something I will always hold dear to my heart. My father has a great way of putting things into perspective for me. He made me realize that every girl in this world is not only someone’s daughter, but also a child of God. I should always treat women the same way I would hope someone to treat my future daughter.

How did he ever manage to breed? *checks* His children do look like him.

2. “Keep your hands to yourself.”

If you’re not married to her, keep your hands off her. That was the broken record that constantly played within my head. I understood where my father was coming from, and our foundation of faith definitely played an important role in keeping this standard true. None of us are perfect, but the strive for purity is something my father would constantly embed into my brain. He understood the reality of sex in today’s culture, and encouraged me to always try and live above the world’s standard of what is normal.

Still good advice but for completely different reasons than in the Boomer days.

3. “Walk her to the door.”

Chivalry 101. Walk your lady to her door, and then make sure she gets inside safe before you leave. From a very young age I remember both my father and grandfather drilling this into my brain. I guess you can say our family has always strived to be chivalrous, thoughtful, and kind. But while this may just seem like a silly gesture, the act can really showcase the honor and respect you have for a woman.

Not still good advice.

4. “Always pay for her dinner.”

Many will claim that times are changing, but I still hold this standard pretty high, no matter how much a woman makes. It’s a simple gesture that showcases your willingness to provide and support. Pay for her dinner, even if she orders the $60.00 steak.

Jarrid’s dad never taught him what “shit test” meant.

5. “Offer your coat when it’s cold.”

Sacrifice is key when it comes to any relationship. I learned this from watching the men in my family live this out on a daily basis. When it’s cold, offer your coat. When it’s hot, offer to buy a drink. When it’s raining, find anything you can to keep her hair from getting wet.

Do not protect women from their stupidity. Enduring the consequences is how stupid people learn. It’s not nice to deny them their right to an education.

Part of me pities Jarrid for having such a weak father. A greater part says the willful repeaters of lies do not deserve pity. Jarrid was raised to believe in the Original Sin fantasy and God only knows how much damage he’s done to others as a direct result.

Repentance forgives all but Jarrid chose suicide instead.

6. “Open the car door.”

Another class from chivalry 101. It’s a simple act of kindness that shows any woman that you are thinking of her before yourself. If you have a motorcycle, pretend to open a car door for effect.

Is that a date or a LARP? Either way, Jarrid’s dad is selling a bigger fantasy than the Russians stealing the election.

In men, Original Sin can manifest as a romantic fantasy that the woman can be worshiped with none of the predictable consequences. That’s apparently what Jared’s father was encouraging.

7. “Respect her parents wishes.”

No matter how crazy or loud, I encourage you to respect a woman’s parents to the highest degree. This might be tough for some of you, but I promise it will score you major points with both the family and your lady. The last thing you want is to be in a relationship with someone who’s parents do not like you. Do all you can to show them respect, even if it kills you.

Whoa… there IS such a thing as toxic masculinity! “It’s not enough to worship your wife. You must also worship her parents!” Sure, get her parents’ blessing before the marriage, but once Barbie is yours her father is no longer the ranking authority. HE must submit to HUSBAND on ALL matters concerning Princess.

8. “Make her feel protected and safe.”

I know that not everyone is as buff as me (obviously joking), but there is still hope for anyone who is looking to make their lady feel protected an safe. You don’t need to have muscles on top of your muscles to make your lady feel protected. Just show that you are willing to do whatever it takes to protect her, her belongings, and your relationship.

It’s pathetic for a wimp to claim that vows of eternal slavery make a woman feel safe as much as her feeling up his biceps when he climbs into bed at night. I suppose Jarrid didn’t have anything else to offer. Which in a masculine man, would make him wonder what she DID marry him for….

Jarrid Wilson Dead: A Tribute to the Megachurch Pastor

Jarrid Wilson gushed about his family on social media, including his kids. “Happy first day of school little buddy! Your mommy (@itsjuliwilson) and I are so proud of you, and we cannot believe how quickly you are growing up,” he wrote with one photo of his son.

“You’re going to bring so much joy to world, and we’re so excited to watch you grow up into the man that God designed you to be. You’ll always be my little bird man. Love you, Finch!”

He posted pictures of his family, including at a trampoline park. Of his wife, he wrote, “There is no one more talented, more beautiful, and more godly than you sweetheart. I love you! I wouldn’t want to do life with anyone else. You’re the peanut butter to my jelly. And boy do I like peanut butter.”

“She means everything to me,” he wrote with another post.

Max Cuck! I investigated his wife to see if she drove him to suicide but the answer is no. She actually looks decent and they married young. Considering how quickly Jarrid rose through the ranks was selected for being a broken sycophant, she probably had her sights set on the PastorWife trophy. And landed it!

Which means she truly mourns him. Her meal ticket to Queen Bee of a megachurch chose to eat a bullet instead of spending one more day with her.

His Amazon author bio describes him as “a husband, dad, pastor, author and founder of Anthem of Hope. His articles have been viewed by tens-of-millions, showcased on some of today’s hottest talk shows, and featured on national news stations worldwide. He is a dynamic speaker whose outside-the-box perspectives have gained him national recognition from some of today’s most influential Christian leaders and pastors.”

Any modern man who openly adores his wife and dotes on his kids, almost surely has massive emasculation issues.

The biography continues: “His highly unconventional way of sharing faith takes a fresh look at the way Jesus would call individuals to live out their everyday lives. Unafraid to tackle tough and controversial topics, Jarrid is known for his refreshing perspectives on what others may view as set in black and white.”

What exactly was his unconventional way of sharing faith? Seeing gray instead of Biblical black and white?

He wrote a lot about suicide recently on Twitter. September 9, 2019, he wrote, “Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure suicidal thoughts.

Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure depression.

Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure PTSD.

Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure anxiety.

But that doesn’t mean Jesus doesn’t offer us companionship and comfort.

He ALWAYS does that.”

Two days later, obviously not. Jarrid suicided because he didn’t believe his own lies about Christ and suicide, which is why I’ve no sympathy at all.

“Officiating a funeral for a Jesus-loving woman who took her own life today. Your prayers are greatly appreciated for the family,” said another September 9 tweet. That same day he wrote, “Tomorrow is #WorldSuicidePreventionDay, and @anthemofhope wants you to know that #YourLifeMatters! 800,000 people love their life to suicide each year, and we want to do something about it.”

One Hell of a Freudian Slip there, JARED. It’s one thing to help others succeed where you succeeded but another thing to expose yourself to temptations that you’re obviously weak towards. That’s why I’ll never run a boarding house for recovering nymphomaniac whores. It’s not a lack of interest, it’s an abundance of interest.

Had JARED any other job, he’d have my sympathy. If JARED had not been a false priest then I would believe he made it to Heaven despite suicide. But JARRID was first a weak vessel filled with the devil’s lies then a Judas goat to give hurting men false hope that the Narrative wasn’t a devil-spawned monstrosity.

Capping himself ended his usefulness to the devil and exposed the lies he told, so Jarrid’s suicide was the first righteous thing he ever did. It’s for the best, to be honest. Wifey would inevitably have found a ‘roided up Chad to supply her daily dose of masculine rough-housing. Boyfriend Jesus would have understood!


17 thoughts on “I Warned Jarrid Wilson. Now He’s A Suicide

  1. Chivalry is antithetical to Christianity.

    Also: ‘he went to Jared’s’ now both metaphorically and literally means going to the place where hopes, dreams and lives end.

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  2. He’s a model man, one that every conservative Christian couple wants for every man to be, probably including the suicide. I John 4:20 comes to mind.
    He’s better than Mr. Rogers, or Mitt Romney, as Mr. Everychristianman.


  3. I don’t think my comment is directly connected to his suicide, his young wife and family actually dispel it to a certain extent; but that list of things his father told him about women is well known and widely circulated amongst the churched young men. They basically all get that from all their male relatives if those relatives move in church circles and is not denomination restricted.

    I personally know a half dozen men in their early 20s that have lived by this list and been very faithful to its principles. Every single one of them has been cast aside by the young women they were trying to woo under the auspices of that list. All these men are however publicly praised to excess by church matrons for abiding by that list. They have received the good church lady seal of approval, to steal the concept from Good Housekeeping magazine of yore. These men are more well behaved than a classic Victorian gentleman, are mostly rejected for it by the women of similar age; but are loved unreservedly by the old women.

    It boils down to this and I’ve told it to a couple of these young men. In romance, the good church lady seal of approval may as well be the kiss of death.

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  4. “I personally know a half dozen men in their early 20s that have lived by this list and been very faithful to its principles. Every single one of them has been cast aside by the young women they were trying to woo under the auspices of that list.”

    This post is attracting a lot of attention so hopefully, we can wake a few men up to the reality that wifelike submission to women is a culture of death. The devil is trying to invert masculinity and femininity and while men are romantically idealistic enough to fall for the lies, suicide ends up being the only way to stop the pain of unnatural behavior.

    Men are not women. Jarrid was raised to be a woman. Suicide was the only solution he could find because everybody in church lied to him.

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  5. Men being raised to be women is the logical fruit of a Christian’s heart, so I don’t see it changing. Just as said above, men know that list and it’s the key for church approval and upward mobility, and at it’s heart is the belief that women are sinless, though they strenuously disagree with sinless part. Repeating, “My better half” has consequences, but they really believe it, so they need to be defeated, church reform is not on its way.
    PCA pastors, blind as they are, will say to themselves, Gunner’s post is irrelevant to me because I am part of a denomination and Wilson wasn’t.


  6. He is what happens when white knights don’t grow out of the Blue Pill world. Dude looked soft. I easily could have been in his shoes. I just don’t understand how he couldn’t see any self accountability in women’s lives.


  7. Original Sin can manifest as a romantic fantasy that the woman can be worshiped with none of the predictable consequences.

    Worshiping anything other than God has these consequences for men. Be it trees, Zeus, or women.

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  8. That’s why I’ll never run a boarding house for recovering nymphomaniac whores. It’s not a lack of interest, it’s an abundance of interest.
    HA! Fantastic.
    I’m sure you will be criticized for writing this excellent article. Sometimes the responsibility has to be placed on the shoulders of the person responsible. Of course this guy has left responsibility behind but maybe it’s not too late for the next guy. Men gotta start being men.


  9. Thank GOD! I having been searching and searching! I actually had to use bing to find your article. Literally something was way off and I knew it! Well come on everyone clearly wants to know how he did it. It’s so hush hush I was beginning to think someone killed him. If you read his stuff, he is all over the place. Then you don’t really get anything from it. No AMEN moments! He’s been looking for away out. His god lately has been for that purpose. They need to pull his books and shit! He’s really just been lying to himself and everyone around him. It’s makes it so super creepy he would do it on suicide awareness week. It’s like he wanted to be famous for it. Then don’t even get me started on the gofundme 50000 dollar funeral. The weird thing is he had a gofundme to adopt a baby. When he didn’t get the baby from this mother but still used the money for the fees. Lordy Lordy! Saying he saved her from having an abortion! Well wouldn’t you make the gofundme for the woman having the child? He should of stayed away from his triggers. You are right! Also I don’t know about church and the mentAlly ill. Just preach what god gives ya. Be godly! It’s is literally all in their head. Sorry to say that seems mean and sometimes people can’t get out of their head. Some people go to church for that. We need to be very careful. I’m not saying they don’t have a VERY real problem. I had psychosis after my last child. The urge to kill my self was as strong as the urge to pee when your bladders full. My normal brain was on vacation for about 18 months. I can’t even explain it was unreal. One cop that rode with me in the ambulance said “This is like right out of a movie.” That statement helped me get well. For one thing it’s funny now but then it helped me know what I was thinking wasn’t real. You can have compassion and speak the truth. Sick people cant make other sick people well. They just bring them down. I had people believing my crazy thoughts. When someone went along with me it made me believe my shit even more. If my family would of let me stay home one more night I wouldn’t be here. They need to stop glorifying this man. They are putting people in real danger!


  10. Obviously that crap is BS! I don’t want to wait for you to open my door. Standing there looking like a dumbass come on! All that stuff is a little strange. If you ask me out though you better pay for my meal. Lol I wouldnt date someone that used this list. My grandma wouldn’t date someone that used this list. Women are going to think you don’t really like them if you do use it. Just saying! The drilling the list into them LMAO that is so unnatural. You would be lying to yourself if you believe you would come across as protective and safe.


  11. “The weird thing is he had a gofundme to adopt a baby. When he didn’t get the baby from this mother but still used the money for the fees.”

    He wanted people to pay him to adopt a baby? That IS weird. Found it:


    4 December 2013

    “About six months ago Juli and I posted about a young woman who we encouraged to stray away from her abortion. We walked along side of her, took her to her appointments, and were even able to help get her out of her abusive household and into a new place to live. Long story short, she did not go through with the abortion and is about to have her baby within the next month. We have stayed in contact with her over the last 7 months, and she has officially reached out to Juli and I and asked us to be the individuals to adopt the baby boy during this pinnacle time of her life.”

    First they paid her money & attention to not have the abortion instead of teaching her morality (abortion is murder), then they helped her kick the father out of his child’s life, and finally Baby Momma wanted to dump her kid on them so she’d be free to skank-ho once again. Meanwhile, Jarrid spoke like a cultist, all emojis, Christianese and in every instance, giving wifey top billing over himself.

    JANUARY 30, 2014
    Hey Everyone!

    “My wife and I want to thank all of you for the unbelievable support we’ve received during this incredible journey towards adoption. We can’t even begin to explain how grateful we are for each and every one of you. The overflow of prayers and encouragement have gotten us through the best and toughest days, and continue to mean the world to us.

    “First of all we want to begin by praising God for the fact that this precious baby boy has been given a chance at life and wasn’t added to the devastating number of abortions that occur every day. It has been such an amazing privilege to watch the Lord work a miracle through this little guy’s life already.

    Healthy men don’t talk like that. Not at all.

    “It’s with heavy hearts, confusion and complete trust that God knows best, even when it doesn’t make sense to us, that we share with you the status of our adoption process.

    “The mother of the baby boy changed her mind upon his arrival, and has decided to not go through with the adoption process. We are heavy hearted, but not destroyed knowing that God is completely in control of this situation…”

    God meaning the pussy yanking on your heartstrings like a video poker machine, Jarrid?

    I can’t read any more of his emoting. Either the maternal hormones activated seven months late or Skankie got a better offer from the welfare department. I care less that he didn’t refund the money after being strung along that far than the horrible fact that people actually did pay him to adopt a baby he obviously couldn’t support.

    Come on, the Western Church has DOZENS of adoption agencies and programs SPECIFICALLY as alternatives to abortion. Did Jarrid even try to approach one of them? We’ll never know.


  12. Something nobody seems to be talking about is whether this guy was on meds. Antidepressants are labeled for increased risk of suicidality. Anxiolytics are central nervous system depressants, not recommended for people suffering depression, and are disinhibitors. Most of the national media articles about him are pushing the church to talk about “mental health,” which in America is code for Rx drugs, and in the Bible is known as pharmakeia.


  13. Welcome, Dude!

    With as long a history with depression as he had, it’s nigh certain he was on antidepressants and also nigh certain they didn’t contribute to his suicide, else he would have died much sooner.

    If antidepressants caused suicide then there’d have been a class action lawsuit by now of the kind not seen since asbestos.


  14. This is absolutely terrible. I cant believe someone would say these things. his wife and children just lost someone they loved dearly. have some damn respect.


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